Somehow, I managed to save this blog from being erased from cyberspace since it is previewed in Friendster. This has also been my refuge and my breathing space in my senior year in college, and managed to mantained it until I went of my first office and went to the second one.

Since July 1st, Friendster has now gone from social networking site to its social gaming format, its drastic change has been shocked by many who still has precious memories on its previous platform. And yes I admit that I kinda miss having friendster around. After all, it’s my first social networking site that I first signed into. (the second one is myspace just so you know…)

So till then…

I hate to bid farewell to my very first social networking site that I’d joined but it’s for the good of the site admins. I know that it’s all business but it’s ok for me.

Bye for now!

I decided to ditch my old i.ph and my friendster blog for so many reasons, and after days of thinking of my new personal blog’s username, I decided to check on my old choir news blog here on WordPress.

I hate it when I checked on some blog usernames and the one that I picked were already taken. Worse, those blogs were inactive anymore. and after looking at the blogs that I administered (under username Koralista), I noticed two of my other blogs that I administered. I realized that it’s a good thing not to delete it and make it active again, especially this one that the title is best suited for a personal blog.

Hi, My name’s Cristal. You can also call me Tala if you like. and this is my online journal, The Otaku Diaries.

It’s been a lifelong dream of mine to become an artist…an opera singer perhaps, or to be part of the world famous choir group, an interior designer, an architect or a manga artist, and instead I ended up being of the SEO specialist in the company I’m working. And the artist inside me wants to scream…

After months (or years) of searching I create this dreary blog for my own sake…

And here it is…

I’ll be posting some of the anime shows that I watched and manga scans that I read… and maybe, reminiscing some of the good ól anime that I’ve watched before…

So here it is… my otaku diaries…enjoy reading!

pls update your blogroll, coz here’s some updates:

http://cristal.i.ph/

- my new personal blog, so any updates about my life and rants will be posted here…  so feel free to drop by and post some comments (if you want to…)

here are some of the sites i’ve got…

http://cristal18.multiply.com/

-my multiply site, where tons of random (shit) stuff will be posted (and also most of the pics will be there…)

http://tala-chan.blogspot.com/

-my blog about random stuff and everything in between…

http://www.plurk.com/cristal18

-my microblogging site (more like twitter btw…) where in my daily tantrums are posted…(updated everyday!)

and last but not the least…

http://koralista.wordpress.com/

-my future blog about choir related stuff and many more…it’s not yet ready for link building or anything income generating (lol!) but i’ll be updating this before the year ends…(what?!)

well… the reason why im doing this is that i really find friendster BOORING and actually im planning to cancel my account for real…but i changed my mind…(sigh!) but for now i’ll be not gonna be active in my account here in this social networking site…

so there…

so ano…gtg na talaga… byers!

xoxo,

talachan/cristal/koralista

check niyo na dali as in nao na! hahaha!

(don’t worry, it’s not another crappy personal blog of mine! hahahah! )

link exchange? pm me!

krispy kreme!

i’m not a fan for donuts first and foremost, but i just simply fell in love with their sugar coated ones and their limited edition uaap donuts…

no wonder tumababa ako, hahahah!

another addiction is…PLURK!

my user profile: http://www.plurk.com/user/cristal18

check niyo nalang ung link!

well majority of the employees here at us auto parts are now hooked…well to give you a brief introduction to the site, Plurk is a free social networking and micro-blogging service that allows users to send updates (otherwise known as plurks) through short messages or links, which can be up to 140 text characters in length. (source: wikipedia)

para xang conference sa ym and mas masaya talaga… try niyo! para din xang multiply, yahoo messenger and any blog site…

post more soon! un na muna for now…

and since nanalo ang ateneo sa season 71 ng uaap, namigay ng blue eagle donuts (from krispy kreme) si sir mark (big boss/atenista) thanks sa donuts sir mark! sarap! =P

about sa isang friend ko na tinutukoy ko sa last blog post ko, nakausap ko na xa, she already decided na ayaw na niya, pero advice ko sa kanya na iestabllish na muna niya sarili niya before xa bumalik…coz i think she really needs to come out of her shell, grow up and iextend sarili niya to the world…as much as possible ayoko xang maging hermit and ayaw ko xang maging dependent sa lahat ng bagay…

and may isang friend ako na naterminate sa work niya…i was shocked saddened and at the same time nagagalit sa ginawa ng boss niya… pero in a way happy ako at naalis na xa doon dahil HINDI DESERVE NG COMPANY NA YAN ANG DEDICATION NIYA! he was such a hardworking and kind (and lovable) persons na nakilala at hinangaan ko…

don’t worry andaming companies jan na MAS MATITINO ang tatanggap sayo! WELCOME TO THE WORLD OF CERTIFIED (AND LEGAL) YUPPIES!

kung hiring lang sana dito at reular nako try ko best ko na makapasok dito, di hamak naman na mas maganda dito and mas MATINO ang BOSS dito (no pun intended) kesa sa former boss mo na ABOT LANGIT ANG KALASWAAN AT KATOPAKAN! lol!

well anyway, let us all remember everything will be alright despite all the hardships…if ever trials would come into our lives, prayers lang ang katapat niyan and everything’s gonna be alright! (no one, no one, no one…can’t get it away of what i feel for you…hahaha)

ah basta let the good times roll!

may mga bagay at situations na hindi ko expect na mangyayari… may mga bagay na nasosopresa ako…anu paba? and i really find it complex in a way…

meron din mga instances na akala mo maganda ang magiging result pero hindi…

ah basta magulo lang ako, dahil hindi ko alam kkung saan ako maguumpisa…

hmmm…kailangan pabang isa isahin ang mga un?

ah basta, tungkol un sa work, sa coro, workload, mga taong nagpapasakit sa ulo ko (both in the past, present and in the not-so-neAR future, ET AL), and many many more…

as much as possible yaw ko na xang isa isahin, yaw ko na xang isipin and many many more… ayaw ko na rin magsalita about sa mga complexity ng mga nangyayari sakin sa araw araw… and as much as possible i enjoy every single memory of it…

so aun, siguro ang kailangan ko lang ay isang napakalaking BREATHER, 1 year na vacation (na kailanman hindi ko na makukuha sa tanang buhay ko), isang 3 hour massage to relax my mucles (and my mind also), at isang taong tunay na tatanggap sa aking buong pagkatao (at kailangan pumasa xa sa aking standards, wahahaha) well hindi naman ako naghahanap ng isang PERFECT na nilalang, ung tama lang sakin… dahil aminado ako na napakacomplex kong DIYOSA… =P

so anu ba ang next sakin?

next week lilipat nako sa bagong workstation (sa likod ko lang ng designated workstation ko, mas tago doon)

mas maraming office-related projects to come!

upcoming trainings to come (dito sa office)

regularization sa oct 23…(hope hindi na mabulilyaso…at para makabayad nako ng mga kautangan ko…hello abet! wahahaha!)

upcoming rehearsals to come and so many (100x) more…
hai nakow, pagkain lang katapat nito…(pero wala akong pagkain, lakas pa ng ulan kaya nakakatamad lumabas para kumain)

so un lang…

until my next post…

well this post is not about laarni, it’s something that is mere personal in a way…

*take a deep breath…ok breather muna ang kailangan ko before i proceed…*

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in a way naiinis ako sa iang tao na close ko dahil sa attitude niya…nakakatuwa minsan ang pagkaobsessive compulsive niya pero siguro sa mata ng iba parang weird (parang si laarni ba in a different way…hindi rin kasi xa maintindihan sa umpisa, wahahah joke!)

one of my colleagues forgot to tell my friend about the recent rehearsal and dahil dito nagdecide xa na magquit…dahil inakala niya na this person did that to her on purpose… and i think my colleague really forgot to text her dahil busy sa work (lam nyo naman na minsan nakakalimot sa ibang activities pag nagtratrabaho) and ung isang head samin walang contact info ng friend ko kaya hindi talaga xa naremind…hindi talaga un sadya…

as for me, akala ko naremind na xa about that… kung alam ko lang na naremind xa sana ako nalang ang naginform…

mejo hectic kasi ang community namin and kailangan mabilis kang makacatch-up in everything…distance to certain part of the community to our vicinity is NOT an issue for us dahil lahat kami nanggaling sa kung saan mang lupalop ng luzon (from paranaque, fairview and even in the outskirts of cavite) and many of our colleagues ay galing pa sa mga respective offices nila…(pano nalang ako? galing pako dito sa kapitolyo everytime may sched kami…trapik pa…)

what i hate is that kung kailan nareremind na xa about sa mga latest para makahabol xa pa nagrereklamo… (her: ta, bakit panay pa rin ang text sakin ni *****? me: buti nga nireremind ka bout sa recent sked para makahabol…pero xempre hindi ko nalang masabi sabi ito sa kanya…)

eto lang ung sakin…
sinalihan mo ito, panindigan mo ito…
thou shall not let your emotions control your decisions…
think…before you act…
make some ways to catch up in everything…hindi mo nalang namamalayan huli kana pla sa byahe…
magtanong directly sa kinauukulan…

summary:
hindi naman ako galit sa taong ito, it’s just that she let herself ruin herself because of her emotions, and i really  think she’s being too harsh to herself…
but i admire her being spiritual, isang bagay na rare na ngaun sa isang tao… kaya isa siya sa mga most cherished persons na ayaw kong mawala…

if you’re reading this, sorry hindi ako nagpaparamdam (through text) yaw ko lang madagdagan stress ko (from my humble office dahil sa mga projects ko dito)

it’s your choice…

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there was this group of people who really admired one of my ever cherished friendships…and i think they are now overstepping na…in a way na nakakaannoy na sila ng tao…

for me i think there’s nothing wrong na puntahan nila and iadmire nila si friendship ko and everything pero…ang ISTALK?! ibang usapan na yata yan…

i just talked to one of my friendship’s siblings and sabi niya na may mga group of persons na sumusunod sa kanila everytime na may pinupuntahan si friendship…hanggang sa paguwi sinusundan pa raw sila…try na nag rin nila iligaw ung mga STALKER nila pero with no avail…buti nalang pagdating sa subdivision nila may guards na nakabantay kung hindi patay na sila… wala na talaga silang privacy…

hindi na talaga normal ang buhay niya…sobrang stressed out na xa…pero my friendship needs to do her work done…and also to establish herself….

other pa doon may mga taong humahanga sa kanya na may gana pang magtampo sa friendship ko…UTANG NA LOOB! kayo kaya ang ilagay sa position niya…hindi na nya hawak schedule niya eh…

kung alam sana ng mga taong nagrereklamo at nagtatampo sa friendship ko na kahit sa SARILI NIYANG FAMILY WALA NA XANG TIME?!

haai…

as much as ayaw ko na xang isipin itong mga ito still nasstressed out ako minsan dahil damay din ako in a way…

i hope my friendship will have a great time in her new life… i really wish her success!

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wala lang, naglabas lang ako ng stress…hahahah

pasesya na sa mga makakabasa nito…peace!